Love bruises, vodka and friends

Donnerstag, 8. Juli 2010
Phewwwww.
3,5 hours of sleep and I am still conscious!
How come?
Lemme tell ya!
 Yesterday a friend of mine texted me via msn whether I would join him going to the city to buy a shirt,look for some DVD ( collects them) and maybe sit somewhere and have a drink+nice chit chat.
Agreed.
Then,10 minutes after we parted, another very good friend of mine met me so we could go together to a farwell-party of another friend of mine because she is about to travel around the world with some sort of musical group for 5! months! O.o
Pretty amazing opportunity but still it is sad she is so far away for so long!
Her parents have looots of mones,their house is pretty cool and the best: big swimmingpool with massage function in their big garden and a hammock between two trees :D:D
The evening/ night was really pleasant, even though Germany lost against Spain 1:0 :'C
16 people around me, I am nearly friends with everyone of them  and we all had lots of fun and a really good time!
The only ugly part of that event is that I *went to the loo* about three times in order to throw up the bread/rice/muffin/cake(secretly eaten)/snacks I had eaten.
But because I ate it all with a few bottles of mix beer I had no problems to get it all out again almost without any sound.

...and then,suddenly,there was a big bottle of vodka in the cooler box used for the beverage...


=D =D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D
Maybe I already gussed Germany would not make it to score a goal, anyway I felt the urge to get something of the vodka so I a male friend of mien to get it and open it if it was fine for my friend,the one who leaves for 5 months.
I was not drunk,in the end, had only a glas filled with 2cm of vodka and banana/orange juice but still I could feel the first few tickles of feeling pleased.
Some time another friend of mine(female) started joking about love bruises and I do not really know how we got there but then she and I were talking about making a love bruise on that friend of mine's neck ( the one who walked with me to the farewell party).
Another guy immediately  fetched his camera) cough, what else?!) and we we all joking and fooling around but in the end we really did it and there is a small video fiilmed by a cell phone cam.
Now that very good friend of min has got two love bruises,but mine is not as big as the one the other girl did....gotta exercicse more... one can definitely tell I have been too long single xD

Usually I do not do things like that cause I think/worry too much about consequenses and what othermight think of me but that night I simply gave myself a small push and did it,just because.

The one good thing about depression,thinking way too much and being pretty much constantly miserable/lonely/lost in my head and fucked up soul is that when a rare event like above written happens I enjopy it 10times as much as other because it is such a "scarce resource.

PS.: I just calculated that I am gonna earn 399€ this month at this bakery mini store and the folloing months alway 245€...how cool is that? :D
Speaking of which, I got home from the party at 12.40 AM finding a note of my parenty that my new boss had called and that I should come early 6 AM instead of in the afternoon....O.O
Okayyy?!?! 3,5hours of sleep later and I had to get up and go to the bakery. Damn, I was/am so tired!
But now it is okay,though I did not sleep after it...

Because too many posts of my blog are miserable,depressing or simly sad,her's something funny that hopefully will brighten up your day =)


2 Kommentare:

Anonym hat gesagt…

First of all, thanks for your comment on my blog. It made me smile to get some response =)

I think it's sooo helpful to have a really positive day once in a while, don't you... Haha, about the love bruises thing, don't worry, you're young, you can have fun!

I have a job next month aswell, it feels so nice to earn your own money! So how was your it in the bakery? Don't you get hungry seeing all this stuff?? :D

Merely

Peridot (G+P) hat gesagt…

I'm so glad you had a great time :D

I was so gutted when I saw the soccer result on the news. I'm supporting Germany for the Soccer, not New Zealand XD

I remember Axis of Awesome from Rove. God it was brilliant! Thank you for the giggles and the reminder

Some sayings and quotes I like...


"If you're looking for me, I'm hovering around phrensis, more precisely on the thin line between phrenesis and panic, just round the corner of deadly terror and not very far away from despair and idiocy!"
♦Sooner or later everyone will cause you pain…You just have to figure out which ones are worth it.
Smile. It’s easier than explaining why you’re sad…
Behind my smile is a hurting heart, behind my laugh I’m falling apart. Look closely at me and you will see, the girl I am, it isn’t me…
My knight in shinig armour turned out to be a looser in aluminium foil
What's better? A lie, that drwas a smile (and satisfies) or the truth that draws a tear?
♦(translatet) I am my own hell,my own paradise,a fallen angel, that plunged herself into ruin
Technically, one simply gets unhappy by pondering.
Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, it's about learning to dance in the rain!
I'm not afraid of Happy Endings.I'm just afraid my life won't work that way..

The only reason people hold on memories so tight is because memories are the only thing that won't change when everything else does.
Every time a child says"I don't believe in fairies" there's a little fairy somewhere that falls down dead"-Peter Pan

"When you lose the battle
You may as well give up the war"


.... nothing tastes as good as thin feels....sacrifice is giving up something good for something way better.....

When I hate...

When I hate
this stretch of skin
this bulge of thigh
this clinging fat
these beady eyes

When I hate
this stomach flab
this sagging chest
this chunky butt
these too small breasts

When I lose
my sense of self
my dignity
my pride in all
that makes up me

When I lose
this ugly face
this state of mind
my worst disgrace
then I'll be fine.
Then I'll be fine.
You'll see, I'm fine.
~Ant (Morgan S.)~