Whoops, I only just noticed: It is after midnight,menaing it is the 24th of December meaning it is CHRISTMAS
yaaaaaaaaay..... ?!
I don't know...somehow I feel rather empty..no Christmas feeling no "today is a special day" thoughts...there won't be anything extraodinary for dinner for me,I pretty much know what kind of presents I'll get and you know... the whole day seems to flow away just like every other winter holidays day...
However, I really hope you all are going to enjoy Christmas+boxing day and have a jolly good time =)
Btw, a few minutes ago I looked in the mirror and thought that my tighs look incredibly fat...maybe it is because I binged again today...on cookies and bread and...chocolate aaaaand whole grain noodles plus some nuts -.- ._.
Again I have this feeling that I am too stupid to purger proberly..I have this nasty little feeling that there are still some noodles in my stomach left....Additionally, these sodden laxies don't seem to have worked...they should have started *workin* at half past eight...look what time it is....still nothing happened.
Maybe there really is a God or something that shows me what a horrible person I am that deserves to be fat and ugly and boring und usuccessful and empty.
blah....gotta stop spoiling the merry Christmas mood most of you probably have
I AM SORRY
=(
yaaaaaaaaay..... ?!
I don't know...somehow I feel rather empty..no Christmas feeling no "today is a special day" thoughts...there won't be anything extraodinary for dinner for me,I pretty much know what kind of presents I'll get and you know... the whole day seems to flow away just like every other winter holidays day...
However, I really hope you all are going to enjoy Christmas+boxing day and have a jolly good time =)
Btw, a few minutes ago I looked in the mirror and thought that my tighs look incredibly fat...maybe it is because I binged again today...on cookies and bread and...chocolate aaaaand whole grain noodles plus some nuts -.- ._.
Again I have this feeling that I am too stupid to purger proberly..I have this nasty little feeling that there are still some noodles in my stomach left....Additionally, these sodden laxies don't seem to have worked...they should have started *workin* at half past eight...look what time it is....still nothing happened.
Maybe there really is a God or something that shows me what a horrible person I am that deserves to be fat and ugly and boring und usuccessful and empty.
blah....gotta stop spoiling the merry Christmas mood most of you probably have
I AM SORRY
=(
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