Freitag, 25. Dezember 2009
When my family and I weren on our way to church I saw a woman jogging aroung.....

WTF?
It was around 3.15PM so presumably she was just preparing for the big Christmas dinner= calories bombardement..anyway...strange view
I was gifted a little special present: The scale said 52,7kilos yesterday morning =)
Sp far, I totally failed in the no-binge-purging-for-four-day plan but at least these stupid cravings get a bit weaker so hopefully after this week I will be way stronger to resist these ridiculous cravings ALTHOUGH the supermarkets are open again *fingers crossed*

I am really rather excited about the fact that being not a pound more than 52,o kilos is actually very much managable until 31.12.09 =D
And If I make it until then down to 52kilos there is a very good chance that I can start the new school term (starts in about 3weeks) with a weight that is around 51kilos...aww that would be soo amazingly fabulous! ^.^

Hope you enjoy the weekend!

2 Kommentare:

Kate Lunacy. hat gesagt…

I wish you a merry christmas, stay strong

sweetheart!

Kate lunacy.
beautiful-lunacy.blogspot.com

Esther ♥ hat gesagt…

hey, thanks for the follow! :) i'm gonna follow you too cause i like your blog (and by the way, i speak german..but shhh)... :D
good luck with getting down to 51kg/112 lbs till school starts! 112 is my goal weight for this month haha. we could support each other, no?
aaand... your new year's resolutions = mine. do you read minds? haha!
anywho, merry christmas :)
much love ♥

Some sayings and quotes I like...


"If you're looking for me, I'm hovering around phrensis, more precisely on the thin line between phrenesis and panic, just round the corner of deadly terror and not very far away from despair and idiocy!"
♦Sooner or later everyone will cause you pain…You just have to figure out which ones are worth it.
Smile. It’s easier than explaining why you’re sad…
Behind my smile is a hurting heart, behind my laugh I’m falling apart. Look closely at me and you will see, the girl I am, it isn’t me…
My knight in shinig armour turned out to be a looser in aluminium foil
What's better? A lie, that drwas a smile (and satisfies) or the truth that draws a tear?
♦(translatet) I am my own hell,my own paradise,a fallen angel, that plunged herself into ruin
Technically, one simply gets unhappy by pondering.
Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, it's about learning to dance in the rain!
I'm not afraid of Happy Endings.I'm just afraid my life won't work that way..

The only reason people hold on memories so tight is because memories are the only thing that won't change when everything else does.
Every time a child says"I don't believe in fairies" there's a little fairy somewhere that falls down dead"-Peter Pan

"When you lose the battle
You may as well give up the war"


.... nothing tastes as good as thin feels....sacrifice is giving up something good for something way better.....

When I hate...

When I hate
this stretch of skin
this bulge of thigh
this clinging fat
these beady eyes

When I hate
this stomach flab
this sagging chest
this chunky butt
these too small breasts

When I lose
my sense of self
my dignity
my pride in all
that makes up me

When I lose
this ugly face
this state of mind
my worst disgrace
then I'll be fine.
Then I'll be fine.
You'll see, I'm fine.
~Ant (Morgan S.)~