Dienstag, 29. Dezember 2009
The party is over. It was really fun =)
I am still bloody drunk as u can see ;P
Talked a hell lot to a boy friend of mine-was really great,loved spenmding so much time with himh =D
A close girl friend of mine mine came to me dureing the party asking me " You and him...is there something.....u know...more??"- Nnahhh" , I answered"just friends!"
Though he is kinda attractive and nice and intelligent and stuff... I think....there just will not be more than just friendship any time.. ^.^


In a nutshell:
I had a jolly good time getting drunk,eating nothing and talking verrrrry kmuch :D

God I love getting drunk *haha*

(how irresponsible hehe xD)
xxxx
Minaralou


PS: Sry for posting drunk!


EDIT: It is no good to eat 500cals and drink many cocktails,cause in the end I seem to get fatter anyway.How stupid was I to make myself a big portion of veggies after the party?
STUPIDSTUPIDSTUPID
Remember,alcohol is evil if not consumed cautiously -.-*
Goooosh it sucks sooooo much to be a fatty even if people around you tell you you are beautiful etc (like the boy friend)
He was drunk= Does not count. But before u started drinking he said it too! = Does not matter, u wore nice clothes and that's it, if he'd see u naked he would share your opinion.

Yup, I seem to deserve to be a wibbly wobbly flabby fatty ._.*
Additionally, tonight I b/p again...after three days of not purging and not binging(~700-900cals maybe?) if broke the *fast*
When I was heading back to the kitchen after binge round one I slipped and fell *OUCH*
Shall I take this as a sign?

Meh, why can't I just go to sleep the following 12 days and when bloody school starts again all the ugly fat is gone or has at least moved miraculously into my almost non existent breasts
x.x
I'm tired of this
...

Sorry for being such a Moaning Myrtle (weaselbee do you get it?)

Love,
Minaralou

2 Kommentare:

Insane Jayne hat gesagt…

Excellent post;)
totally agree with you when you say-
"the ugly fat is gone or has at least moved miraculously into my almost non existent breasts"
Drunk posts seem to suit you well, would love some more..
check out my latest post, will make you glad it was only the veges you binged on:)

Anonym hat gesagt…

Hi ^^
It's me, i don't know if you remembered. I don't know speak english at all, as you see but i just understand =) I come on your blog everyday, i love read you even if i don't understand all what you say =/ I've changed my blog, so sorry for the delay =/
Here is the new, if you want : the-fat-narcissik.overblog.com
La france est avec toi =p J'espère que tu atteindras ton objectif assez tôt ++ <3

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"If you're looking for me, I'm hovering around phrensis, more precisely on the thin line between phrenesis and panic, just round the corner of deadly terror and not very far away from despair and idiocy!"
♦Sooner or later everyone will cause you pain…You just have to figure out which ones are worth it.
Smile. It’s easier than explaining why you’re sad…
Behind my smile is a hurting heart, behind my laugh I’m falling apart. Look closely at me and you will see, the girl I am, it isn’t me…
My knight in shinig armour turned out to be a looser in aluminium foil
What's better? A lie, that drwas a smile (and satisfies) or the truth that draws a tear?
♦(translatet) I am my own hell,my own paradise,a fallen angel, that plunged herself into ruin
Technically, one simply gets unhappy by pondering.
Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, it's about learning to dance in the rain!
I'm not afraid of Happy Endings.I'm just afraid my life won't work that way..

The only reason people hold on memories so tight is because memories are the only thing that won't change when everything else does.
Every time a child says"I don't believe in fairies" there's a little fairy somewhere that falls down dead"-Peter Pan

"When you lose the battle
You may as well give up the war"


.... nothing tastes as good as thin feels....sacrifice is giving up something good for something way better.....

When I hate...

When I hate
this stretch of skin
this bulge of thigh
this clinging fat
these beady eyes

When I hate
this stomach flab
this sagging chest
this chunky butt
these too small breasts

When I lose
my sense of self
my dignity
my pride in all
that makes up me

When I lose
this ugly face
this state of mind
my worst disgrace
then I'll be fine.
Then I'll be fine.
You'll see, I'm fine.
~Ant (Morgan S.)~