Guess what happpened! I am sure you all know and as a prize you each won 10g of fat transferred from your bodies to mine.
It's the house. I know it. Must be. When I'm around at F's house I switsch to fat monster-mode and gorge on everything in sight.
From Saturday night until late Sunday I ate so friggin much , I really felt physically ill! What would I have given for a package of Dulcolax my dears! Anyone familiar with the heat problem? Cause I got really hot after some time. Meaning,feeling a bit feverish. This happens if there is a calorie overkill and our body can not help but to get rid of the surplus of energy but by heat. It is a terrible feeling. Question of the day? At which point does this happen? More than 3000 cals? 5000? 10,ooo?!?!?! Honestly my dears,everything is possible V.v
Two weeks of one hour cycling or more/day and restricted eating have been just wasted within 36hours. Self-destructive behaviour much?
This morning I woke up and still felt a bit ill. My digestive system being filled with tons of crap, and probably still a bit left in my stomach I really felt nauseous. Actually, I felt so terrible (both pysically and mentally) I merely got to school to write the art exam and then cycled straight back home. Stayed in bed,slept 3hours and prepared myself a bit for the german exam tomorrow.
Oh wait, the heading says something about chipped tooth! Well, that happend on Saturday, during the organised b/p session which was supposed to prevent gorging on food at F's... Apparently I am too dumb to eat. Seriously, who bites accidentally so hard on a fork that the left incisor tooth gets partly chipped?!?!?!?! GAH.
Phoned my godmother,cause my father and his love were away celebrating their anniversary(5yrs). Half an hour later I was at a dentist's who had open on weekends for emergencies. He did this and that,used UV light, blah blah dentist stuff and everything was fine.... Well SUPPOSED to be fine. Turns out it wasn't at all!
5-6 hours later,at F's, I recognize that the stuff he did is gone. To nowhere. And I don't know why! I did nothing but eat veggies,bread and all kind of snacks & drink a shot,water.
AND HE DID NOT SAY A SINGLE WORD ABOUT NOT EATING/DRINKING OR NOT TO DO WHATEVER THE NEXT FEW HOURS! SO WHY THE HECK...?!?!?!
Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, now I have to wait until next bloody Thursday,20th cause appareently my real dentist thinks it is not so much of a problem ....uhm HELLO?!?! Chipped tooth surely means it is far more vulnerable,right? What about enamel and stuff? What if food/beverages damage the tooth in any kind of way untul 20th May?!
It does not hurt but still, there COULD happen sth. ,right?!
If it gets a yellowish shade or anything like that because lady dentist did not tell me to not eat or drink certain things until the appointment I can sue her, can I? -.-*
Okay, time to calm down. Two months left until youth journey to Spain. Two months to shape up,lose tons of fat and look like a bikini model ( apart from the unrealistic photoshopped big boobs).
Two lousy months!!!!!
Panic attack anyone?
Without permanent exercising I will never get rid of those tons of fat in time >.<
Until I have no better paid sideline job I can not afford the gym,therefore only good exercising item left is my bike. And we all know there is a lazy brat inside me. After a certain time I lose motivation and find 100 excuses to not ride my bike 1 hour per day. -.-" And without gym visits it is very unlikely to get toned up arms and stomach muscles, cause it just feels too ridiculous to lift water bottles and sit-up are just boring ( and I read there are more effective ways...again...gyym*whine*)
Sigh, stop whining Mina, just try your best.
Does anybody know facts about this special way of dieting where one is promised to lose by eating only a certain food? Until which extend does it work? If I ate only a certain veggie and dinner(mixed veggies,or potatoes with tofu, on bad days a bit rice/noodles),would it still work or is the effect lost?
To end this post in a positive way: I completed the list! Amounts of minerals are litres and grams so you Americans probably need to find a tool changing it if you want to be really precise and not just try to focus on the named food ;)
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Thanks Minaralou. Sorry if it seemes repetitive, after I said the same kinda thing on your blog the other day, it had been on my mind recently, and I hadn't shared things since I'd started writing. Like I said, people can call me a hypocrite. I of course love bones and thinnes to a degree. I compliment people on their thin beauty. Pictures of my own spine are up. But you will never see pictures of EMACIATED girls, as in who are clearly starving to death. Like I siad, it's a fine line. I want us to stay safe.
Much <3
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