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Donnerstag, 15. April 2010
to zen: Yep, definitely agree with you about the fasting/coffeine high. Today I cycled about 30minutes with nothing in my system but cola light. And that was after school was finished=already 2*15minutes of cycling.
Felt kinda amazing,though I realized time seemed to pass by a little slower than usually,probably because it is a tiney bit harder to do any kind of exercise without any cals in my body(well D'uh!)

I also recognized that I tend to feel a bit less depressed when living off nothing but low cal liquids...hmmmm is there any better motivation to not eat?

To Peri: Yep Tofu is definitely in! =D I would say in any kind. So soy milk is okay,too right? love vanilla.

Friday night is some kind of information evening for us 11th graders like" so now you've got abi what now???"
As I seem to have almost no clue what to do in my future working life or even what to study I will participate of course. And maybe hang out with some buddies of mine who plan to play billiard and drink some drinks in THE EMPIRE. But this means risk. alc=cals =not that bad. I can handle that. But then this will also mean that afterwards we go to this friend's home and spend the night there=foooooooood
Okay. We will see. Just be spontaneous,Mina!
Satruday is "Beauty Day! :D:D " organised by some girl I know who graduated last year. Hm. She is...okay? Sometimes nice? But this event means the great opportunity to distract myself from anything else AND some really awesome(presumably) photos of me with great make up on...

Okay, no I will gotta talk myself out of the thought to step on the scale tomorrow. Must.resist.It is dumb.
gnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnh
DON't!

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Peridot (G+P) hat gesagt…

Mmmmm I can't live without chocolate soymilk! I'm gonna go email you now, ok? Assignment is dooooooooooooone!! :D

Ooooh congrats on the cycling! I've done no exercise today :( Stupid assignments+babysitting=no time D:

Some sayings and quotes I like...


"If you're looking for me, I'm hovering around phrensis, more precisely on the thin line between phrenesis and panic, just round the corner of deadly terror and not very far away from despair and idiocy!"
♦Sooner or later everyone will cause you pain…You just have to figure out which ones are worth it.
Smile. It’s easier than explaining why you’re sad…
Behind my smile is a hurting heart, behind my laugh I’m falling apart. Look closely at me and you will see, the girl I am, it isn’t me…
My knight in shinig armour turned out to be a looser in aluminium foil
What's better? A lie, that drwas a smile (and satisfies) or the truth that draws a tear?
♦(translatet) I am my own hell,my own paradise,a fallen angel, that plunged herself into ruin
Technically, one simply gets unhappy by pondering.
Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, it's about learning to dance in the rain!
I'm not afraid of Happy Endings.I'm just afraid my life won't work that way..

The only reason people hold on memories so tight is because memories are the only thing that won't change when everything else does.
Every time a child says"I don't believe in fairies" there's a little fairy somewhere that falls down dead"-Peter Pan

"When you lose the battle
You may as well give up the war"


.... nothing tastes as good as thin feels....sacrifice is giving up something good for something way better.....

When I hate...

When I hate
this stretch of skin
this bulge of thigh
this clinging fat
these beady eyes

When I hate
this stomach flab
this sagging chest
this chunky butt
these too small breasts

When I lose
my sense of self
my dignity
my pride in all
that makes up me

When I lose
this ugly face
this state of mind
my worst disgrace
then I'll be fine.
Then I'll be fine.
You'll see, I'm fine.
~Ant (Morgan S.)~