On the skinny road again

Oh yess, this feels soooo good!
Fast three days have been 100% vegan and only fruits and veggies apart from 100g of tofu tonight for dinner.
At the moment I don't eat a thing in the morning until dinner time. How do I get through this? By filling up on cola light and other almost-no-cals- fizzy drink like orange soda.
Anything but healthy(hello aspartame !) but at least it keeps me from munching on anything solid. Today was kinda extreme as I consumed a total of almost 3,5 litres of cola light throughout the day. C an one be poisned by too much coffeine? I almost enjoyed the shaking hands while reading in my bed xP

Have I ever mentioned how unpatient I am? Three days of eating reaaaaaally well and I really have to talk really hard to myself to talk me out into stepping already on the scale. I would only be disappointed and fristrated which might leads into actions I will regret. Honestly, how lame is it to expect the body to drop the around  5kilos gained the past two weeks withing like less than one week?!?! Exactly.
Really hope I can resist the scale at least until Sunday-ish. Best would be Sunday NEXT week.

Be honest, what's worse in your humble opinion?
Consuming such hilarious amounts of these asparteme filled but not-making-you-fat liquids I have mentioned in order to avoid unnecessary eating and to support weightloss, while eating nothing all day until dinner
or
uhm..really what is the alternative that still lets me lose the flab?

Oh darn, it is 11.15 PM and no fatigue in sight so far..wonder where that comes from*coughcough*

Bytheway had a petite row with my babysiter(11yrs) tonight. Came home from my therapist and wnated to watch 8 o' clock news. You know, improving general education knowing what is happenign around the world and stuff.  But NOOOOO she had to watch her hannah montana crap. But this time I had no mercy."
But really it is totally unnecessary to watch them every day!"
right. because they tell us exactly the same things every day. -.-* stupid girl.
anyone choosing lame disney series over news should really reconsider one's IQ.
Yes she is like only 11 but honestly, one can never start learning what is going on in the world soon enough right?
I wuold be so ashamed if I get to know one day that she does not know what DDR or BRD stands for. Or why everybody is talking about Haiti or china V.v

Okay enough random blogging,
am off to bed to either read on Jenny Valentine's Broken soup or try to get some sleep.Who cares if I don't get enough sleep tonight, I got half a bottle of cola light left for tomorrow to get through the day,right? uhhhhhm anyone whispering viious circle?