Dainty Zen , the past two weeks I tried to avoid fruit because basically apples are the only kind of fruit that is offered in our house. And bananas,but they are out.Of course! The thing is, I am slightly an apple-addict. It is just the fear of not being able to stop eating them if I start to. I have started to kinda substitute them with the green beans(one big can(455g) only 70cals...amaaaaaazing my dears!). Now I always munch on them happily when I am reading in bed instead of munching tons of apples. And they last longer than apples so...
So as you can see it is not that I forbid myself fruits in general...
...another mean thing is, that the canned fruits in the supermarket ALWAYS contain sugar...heaps of it! -.-*
motherfuckers.... pineapples,any kind of berries,pears[...] they are all sweet on their own, there is
NO NEED FOR FURTHER GODDAMN SUGAR ._.
So today I woke feeling not really recovered from the biking tour,as if sleeping was a perfect rest.. hmpf
Ate one apple,ditched the bun with seeds on it offered by my father...turned on the computer and worked on the Ethics essay (Buddhism and Jewism-what is sin? how to *get rid*?! of one's sins?sexuality? how does one enter/leave the religion?). I always felt the slight tendency that Buddhism might be a nice thing for me. I think I never really believed in God and the whole stuff taught in the bible,catholism and stuff. blahblah. So I would call myself an atheist, but having started to read a bit more about Buddhism it seems to me quite appealing...who knows,maybe one day I will call myself a Buddhist x)
Aaaannyway, the day went on and then it was time to go to dinner. Entered the kitchen whispering the mantra in my head "no noodles,no rice,no tofu!!"(love tofu but did not really cycle more than 15minutes today so felt a bit unsafe).
....Dadaaaaaaaaaaam: approx. 200grams of italien veggies AND.... ....bloody noodles! With tomatoe sauce.
Well, ISNT THAT JUST LOVELY?!?! -.-* Call me moody and hot tempered but at this certain moment I just had the urge to be really bitchy towards my father's love. They all know how much I despise noodles.
And rice. Just because they made too many noodles it does not mean they can just serve me the leftovers....phhht!!
And that was the moment I realised it ; today would end badly. I would purge.
Noodles in my system? No way. I cursed every single spagetthi in my mouth, trying to hurt them extra hard by chewing really agressive on small bits. Then suddenly my father's love mentioned that Rewe(a supermarket chain,only 10min away from me) was desperately trying to get rid of the easter stuff-they had packed plastic bags full of easter stuff for only 2€ a piece!
And that was when everything was clear.
I would rush there and buy 2 of these bags and b/p. AND get rid of the noodles.
You see, I honestly did not plan to make this a b/p day! I intended to be all good and healthy and low cals just as the past 5 days!! But SHE ruined it.By serving noodles!!!
Maybe this justification is a bit poor,but for me it works OKAY?!For me,it was enough reason.
Now I am watching this new film Chloe illegally( damn I am such a ganster!) and munch on carrots with salad sauce. Found a brilliant one that has only 9 cals per FIFTY ml!!! :D
And tomorrow morning I will accompany my parents to a peddler's market. Though I am almost broke. Eating healthy is expensive you know. Especially when one consumes 1-2 bottles of asparteme shake,1-2 cans of green beans and a package of carrots PER DAY. But whatever works on the skinny road,right?
If I get that part-time job(nope, as soon as I HAVE this job*think positive!*) this will not be a problem anymore. Gym here I come! Fat be afraid, I will burn you off,almost literally! Be afraid, be v.e.r.y. afraid! BEWARE!
I am thinking.. a lot of cycling on Sunday, I am thinking.. burning muscles and melting fat.
42 followers? I love you all to bits my dears, still can't belive you actually seem to like(sometimes?) my crap
Ps: Count the times I wrote "so" in this post and you win a lolly! O.o
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I am NOT counting the fckn so's... I would turn OCD and be here all night recounting until I get it right.
LUCKLUCKLUCKLUCKLUCKLUCKLUCKLUCKLUCKLUCKLUCKLUCKLUCK on your new job!!!
How many was that, eh?? hehehe.
No, I am not on drugs.
xoxo zen
Damn, bitch! That's Gangsta! XD
I'll emiail you tomorrow morning, ok? I just got back from work. There are a lot of sad cunts here who have nothing better to do than hang around the supermarket from 8am on ANZAC Day waiting for it to open :'(
Woah, ETHICS?! *Dies* That sounds really hard D:
*HUGSHUGSHUGS* I'm sorry about the B/P today. Noodles are gross. The only way they should be eaten is in Oyakodon. End of story!!
You should come to New Zealand!! W&T is piss easy here :p Plenty of good short-term jobs in supermarkets and hotels etc, you can go fruit picking in Central Otago in the summer, travelling is easy (Lots of intercity buses/people to car pool with), there are backpackers' hostels coming out of our ears. Hmm, we don't have any nice German black bread, only that white crap. There are no snakes/wolves/bears etc to worry about. Oh yeah, Kiwis (New Zealanders) are just awesome too :p
Ok, sleepy time. You have a good night, ok? I hope tomorrow goes better for you, and you get a call from your new boss asking when you can start :D
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I LOVEEEEE the dumbledore picture at the end, really made me chuckle,
yay for green beans too- !
also, yayy for cycling too - i love it!
and i love you but I can't be bothered to count the so's :P
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