Call me a bitch
Call me ugly
Call me fat
Call me worthless
Just notice me.
Somehow.
Tell me you don't care a damn about me.
Just talk to me.
Say I'm not worth it,
say there's simply no point.
Just say anything to me.
Why do I feel so horribly sad, solely cause you're not there?
Why is there so much pain inside me? Just because of you.
Wh am I trying to kid? Everything seems so useless right now.
Yell at me, hit me, say "YOu're stupid I'm not interested" righ tinto my face.
Just do something.
Anything. At all.
Why can't I just forget about you, erase every single thought and wish...?
There is just pain and frustration,
you're not good for me..I know but still...
Still I care way too much when I shouldn't.
Still my heart seems to be only yours, though my mind knows I'm only damaging myself.
Why?
Why??
Heart and mind-the big never aneding battle.
How is this story supposed to end?
I don't know how to go on with this unbearable situation,
still there seems to be no resort.
Damnity,damn damn
why is life so complicated?
And I keep on falling, falling down.
Drowning in my thoughts and emotions.
Written by
not really sober Mina
3 Kommentare:
*Hugs* I take it that the guy was a cuntsack? Shall I bash him for you?
yes please you shall!
jezz I estimate I babbled lika an hour with a good male friend of mine about him,complaining moaning and being pissed,wishing I could erase him out of my life cause he iy only another heavy pound of problem I have to bear -.-*
male friend was really nice though just as the two other girls I talked to about this topic( and the one's BF know most likely too xD) all trying to encourage me and not lose hope blahblah
pls shoot yourself in your foot EX special boy ... seriously, how can I still be so bothered by his behaviour when I just spend a few hours in our local parc with a tremendous amount of other drunken people and could CLEARLY see that due to whatever reasons he has been attacked by a mentionable amount of spots/acne
*kisses you on the head* Feel better my love. Some people don't deserve your light and cheer.
Congrats on your new low!!!
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