Grmphs

Freitag, 8. Januar 2010
Tonight I cut my nails really short and started bite them as well because I had a hardcore binge/purge session throughout the whole night. I even tried to make some kind of cake by throwing all different kindy of stuff looking bake-able in a bowl. Gosh, I am so pitiful. I even dare to assume that when I wake today, I will have put on way too many fatcells ._.*
 Shit, now my hands look even crappier than ever....but I deserve it.
Only positive things of today:
-Am 50% finished with my art task which I have to finish until Tuesday-will finish it today after I have selpt a bit
-Started my english creative assignment some time around midnight at finished after about 3 hrs or so..I cheated a bit by using google as THE SOURCE but still I wrote these bloody pages and I did not write anything that is not my stly etc.
-Arranged all the magazines I have to deliever on Friday(=today)....

Speaking of which... I am not sure I will be actually able to do my sideline job properly, because in the news they said something about THE BIG WINTER ATTACK like 40cm of snow this weekend ....there is a faint hope growing in me that school will not start on Monday due do a Big Snow Chaos. I'm thinking of cars and public transports not being able to be on the street,I'm thinking of me being obviously not able to get to school jsut as all the other students and teacher. Simply.No.School.
*teehee*





Now, a small portions of (in my point of view at least) Food Porn ♥








Of only if only I could solely subsist on  suhc delicious fruits/veggies ...
please ...just someone out there... kill the tiny demon inside me that lets me eat other stuff =(

3 Kommentare:

Anonym hat gesagt…

Ha ha... "food porn"!

Cracking me up...

Thanks for your compliment on my posts. I just say whatever comes to my head, whatever's going on that day.

Peridot (G+P) hat gesagt…

Lol the Linken Park was there to distract people from my crappy post. I'm glad it worked :p

Oh those pictures are so bright and shiny! Porn indeed. Porn for someone addicted to pretty colours :D

*Hugs* I'll wish for snow for you Mina. School can wait while you say warm inside and watch the snow fall

Sairs hat gesagt…

Ha... food porn, I like it! I just laughed out loud and I haven't done that in a while! he he he!

Hope you're doing okay!

*hugs*

Some sayings and quotes I like...


"If you're looking for me, I'm hovering around phrensis, more precisely on the thin line between phrenesis and panic, just round the corner of deadly terror and not very far away from despair and idiocy!"
♦Sooner or later everyone will cause you pain…You just have to figure out which ones are worth it.
Smile. It’s easier than explaining why you’re sad…
Behind my smile is a hurting heart, behind my laugh I’m falling apart. Look closely at me and you will see, the girl I am, it isn’t me…
My knight in shinig armour turned out to be a looser in aluminium foil
What's better? A lie, that drwas a smile (and satisfies) or the truth that draws a tear?
♦(translatet) I am my own hell,my own paradise,a fallen angel, that plunged herself into ruin
Technically, one simply gets unhappy by pondering.
Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, it's about learning to dance in the rain!
I'm not afraid of Happy Endings.I'm just afraid my life won't work that way..

The only reason people hold on memories so tight is because memories are the only thing that won't change when everything else does.
Every time a child says"I don't believe in fairies" there's a little fairy somewhere that falls down dead"-Peter Pan

"When you lose the battle
You may as well give up the war"


.... nothing tastes as good as thin feels....sacrifice is giving up something good for something way better.....

When I hate...

When I hate
this stretch of skin
this bulge of thigh
this clinging fat
these beady eyes

When I hate
this stomach flab
this sagging chest
this chunky butt
these too small breasts

When I lose
my sense of self
my dignity
my pride in all
that makes up me

When I lose
this ugly face
this state of mind
my worst disgrace
then I'll be fine.
Then I'll be fine.
You'll see, I'm fine.
~Ant (Morgan S.)~