Let the challenge begin!

Wibbley wobbley Mina needs to lose some fat.

And some more.

And nature seems to be against me?! O_o

Today it started snowing again and all the streets are really not easy to use when you are intending to use a bicycle. -> My father wants my to get to school  by bus again *#€@$%3

It could be worse? It is.

How am I suppossed to do my sideline job aka work out if the streets are all icy and slippery???!
 If I am heavier than 53,0kilos at the end of this week I swear I'll have a tantrum +tremendous crisis+nervous breakdown+potential suicidal thoughty.

 The numbers must show up again...they have accompanied me for the past weeks and I can not bear the thought of having lost them :'(

One day of a slip, one day of bingeing without any possibility to purge and everything seems to be ruined...

Life sucks.

But to make this post not 100% emo and whiney :

I visited my 90-year-old Grandpa today and he showed me some of my granny's jewelery(she died 05 thx to cancer she had overpowered when I was like 3 years old but then it came back after os many years..R.I.P:'( )

He told me I could take some of it as I had mentioned some time ago that i would love to have something  as a memory.

Now I have a beautiful ring with a pearl on it and fitting earrings. I intend to wear them if I ever get married... and three chains plus a brooch. I almost started to cry when I rememered that this one chain and brooch  she used to wear really often when I was little.

I always sat on her lap and was fascinated/played with the big pendant...

Yup, I am definitely not over her death.