Today the scale said 52,5kilos although I had this horrbile MIA session from 7PM until midnight. Then I read all this teeth stuff and wrote the past post.
Although I had planned to get up early so I would not have any troubles finding sleep tonight I did not. Stayed in bed until like 4PM,because it makes me so sad that my relationship with my bed will be seriously disturbed from now on thx to the bad stepmother school :S
My father just gave me money to buy a week bus ticked due to the weather conditions. Yes I know it might be danerous to use my bike but HELL I need this daily mini 100cals workout every day without any " I don't want todayyyyy" problems cause I simply HAVE to get to school and home ;P
grmpf....maybe I shoudl use this as another reason to train myself being restrictive and not MIAish... being ANA will be way easier since school has startet again cause ther is no C. coming into my room in the evening asking worriedly: "Hun....you haven't eatin anything today so far have you?"
But then again,what's with school? Eating nothing all day means a huge lack of concetration and feeling extremely screwed. How am I supposed to survive school unde rsuch conditions? Maybe I should jsut not care,at least for the next three weeks. There won't be any exams for this semester so basically the thing's finished. When the 2nd semster starts in three weeks thing will be different. New round. new marks.
Phhhhhhhhhh, I simply don't know how this is going to go in the future... Really want to try to minimize MIA but am sooo scared that when I actually manage to get back on the healthy food train I will gain 'cause I am such a weak person to restrict poperly and veggies/fruits are just so yummy :S
Okay,Mina. Pull yourself together!!! new chapter! Since your family is already annoying the hell out of you because of your eating habits and figure I will not be that much of a disaster if you actually gain a kilo(but not a pound more!V.v) because you eat veggies and fruits all the time. Most importan thing is to minimize your MIA being , to learn to love healthy food again and to not gain tons of weight!
I can do it, we al can do it!
Following week is computer-free-time -.-* Meaning: I will try to read all your blogs but posting for myself won't be that easy but I AM STILL THERE !
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*Hugs* That was so nice of your Dad! Bad weather sucks big time, especially when you can't get outside to exercise in the fresh air!
School is important! Trust me! Go study! I don't mind so long as you check in once a months or so so I know you're not dead! :p
Lol I will imitate you and declare computer-free time before exams and assignments <3
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