Quick update

Mittwoch, 20. Januar 2010
Yesterday was superhealthy,though not under 800 cals...but it is okay for everything was fruit&veggies and a huge portion of tofu... =)

Today then I turned in MIA again..but..it is okay cause I am still working on it...and this 50/50 thing is a start.
Btw, the alcohol prevention thing was insteresting and I'm glad they offer this at our school....car accidents and stuff that happen due to drug consumption or being drunk is so horrible...

Tomorrow is be-more-social-day: Spending time with some friends....food(but healthy),billiard(bleh...I'm solely gonna watch them play.. I HATE stuff like dart,billiard,bowling *meh*)

The day after tomorrow: Everything might happen...maybe MIA visits me,maybe something totally unawaited will happen(...like THE BOY inviting me to a ABI party or someth...STFU Mina& stop stalking him on facebook goggling at his pictures!)....maybe I will just watch some DVDs I might borrow from our library... phhhhhhshhhh.....could please something really fascinating and exciting happen on Friday? ( if it has something to do with HIM I won't compla....*slap*  Okay,okay I'll stop!!)

Bleh, I'm depserately searching for love,affection,physical contact yadayada but deep in me I know I will screw anything up inthe end anways.. didn't somebody say some time like bulimics had often sexual contacts etc.? UHM......NOPE?!?!  ( not that I'm desperate for sex... just...love...beign happy...blah gotta stop this this babbling-now.)


Isn't her body like totally awesome? What a body...and look at her breasts...maybe photoshopped  but still they are easily a nice B cup *grmph*

Love,
Mina

1 Kommentar:

Insane Jayne hat gesagt…

Hang in there mina... maybe this 50/50 thing is good idea.. stay strong.
Haha you're sooo in love with that boy!!!! steal one of his photos off facebook and post it here ;)
enjoy your weekend girl x

Some sayings and quotes I like...


"If you're looking for me, I'm hovering around phrensis, more precisely on the thin line between phrenesis and panic, just round the corner of deadly terror and not very far away from despair and idiocy!"
♦Sooner or later everyone will cause you pain…You just have to figure out which ones are worth it.
Smile. It’s easier than explaining why you’re sad…
Behind my smile is a hurting heart, behind my laugh I’m falling apart. Look closely at me and you will see, the girl I am, it isn’t me…
My knight in shinig armour turned out to be a looser in aluminium foil
What's better? A lie, that drwas a smile (and satisfies) or the truth that draws a tear?
♦(translatet) I am my own hell,my own paradise,a fallen angel, that plunged herself into ruin
Technically, one simply gets unhappy by pondering.
Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, it's about learning to dance in the rain!
I'm not afraid of Happy Endings.I'm just afraid my life won't work that way..

The only reason people hold on memories so tight is because memories are the only thing that won't change when everything else does.
Every time a child says"I don't believe in fairies" there's a little fairy somewhere that falls down dead"-Peter Pan

"When you lose the battle
You may as well give up the war"


.... nothing tastes as good as thin feels....sacrifice is giving up something good for something way better.....

When I hate...

When I hate
this stretch of skin
this bulge of thigh
this clinging fat
these beady eyes

When I hate
this stomach flab
this sagging chest
this chunky butt
these too small breasts

When I lose
my sense of self
my dignity
my pride in all
that makes up me

When I lose
this ugly face
this state of mind
my worst disgrace
then I'll be fine.
Then I'll be fine.
You'll see, I'm fine.
~Ant (Morgan S.)~